You’ll only experience what you earnestly pursue and desire. Your desire will be evident in the steps and actions you take.
So desire spiritual gifts and never stop! It’s also important not to adjust your theology to accommodate your unfavorable experiences.
We can learn from the woman with the issue of blood, even after 12 years she still had faith that she’ll be healed if she touched the hem of Jesus’ garment.
Remember, God wants involvement in the miraculous for everyone like in the early church so desire compelling power and pursue it!